Dear Miriam,

Your daughter sounds so lovely! Moonbeam is very happy to connect with her, and you, again. She says it’s not really again, because she’s always with you, always connected to your energies. Moonbeam says she feels Elana’s love and always did. She loves her very much and wishes she could be there to show her. She’d love to snuggle with her and help her when she’s sad, and share the happy times, too. She says maybe she’ll come back to you again, but she’s not sure of the timing yet. She says you have another cat in Spirit who needs to return to you before she does.

Moonbeam wants to assure Elana that she very much still exists. She is herself, except not in her body, and in a more pure Light form in Spirit. She likes being able to travel between the worlds, to live in the Light, but also visit her people whenever she wishes. She says that you’re a very strong mother and always watch over your family, but she helps you with a little extra strength when needed. 

Moonbeam asked me to tell Elana that while there were occasions when she was a bit rough with her, she never really hurt her. She doesn’t want Elana to worry about that or anything else. She wants Elana to focus on positive things rather than worries, and to think about all of the love and peace they shared. She says to remember that peace and call on it when she is feeling off balance or upset.

Moonbeam says you have a beautiful family. The way she’s describing it to me is sort of like that Leonard Cohen lyric: “There is a crack in everything; that’s how the light gets in.” It’s like there are things that are a bit messy, a bit seemingly imperfect to others or your own judgments. But, you’re a beautiful, interwoven whole of energies that at times seem in dischord, but creates a wonderful and unique harmony. She says that when you all embrace this and let all judgments fall away, you’ll be much happier and more peaceful. And, a beautiful example to others. You’re already most of the way there, but just a bit too rough on yourselves. And, you’re a bit too worried about how others perceive you. She says to just let that all go.

Moonbeam wants you to love yourselves as much as she loves you. That’s a lot!

Many Blessings,

Jennifer Dickman